Is this called giving up?

I love you,

but it's already PAST.

Is this real?

This is not a fake?

Sometimes i was confusing,

confuse that what am i thinking about,

what am i doing,

what am i talking...

I really don't know what i am thinking,

what i wanted to do..

I can't control myself,

and also force myself to forget you immediately,

but i am trying.

I know that i can do it!!

tired life!! what the hell!!

After the holiday,
I have to prepare to start my school life again.
So hate school life,
coz need to do so much homework!

At the first night after school open,
i slept at 1.30am!
I cant sleep,
without any reasons.
I was thinking so many silly things.
It's so bored!

At the second day,
I do my homework till 2/3am!!
What homework so important?
It's was Pn. Rahmah homework!
She suddenly want us to pass it up on Tuesday.
I have to force myself not to sleep and finish all my homework!

What i have done for this holiday?

I have been playing for the first week of the holiday!

Fs[ing],MSN[ing],MS[ing]...

Do nonsence for the whole week!!

On sunday,

i went Pei Fong's house to do some project.

At there,

i do nothing,

just playing,

chatting,

eating,

and drinking.

Besides these,

i do nothing.

I really don't know what i have to do.

I just know that i need to relax myself,

i need to play!

On Wednesday,

i go shopping and skating with my friends at Pacific.

Wow,

i have a lot of fun there,

although i had spent many money.

The skating ticket cost RM17.

Althogh it was quite expensive,

but it was really fun=)

On Friday,

i went to Kuala Lumpur to join a treasure hunt on Saturday.

I love treasure hunt,

same as my dad,my mum and my uncle and aunt=)

It is an interesting activity!

In the evening,

we went to IKEA to have a look there.

I had bought a pillow there.

It's so soft,

make me feel so comfortable=)

On Saturday,

i had to wake up at 5.30am.

after bathing,

my uncle bring us to a place.

That place is for all the participant gathered there.

The treasure start at around 7.30.

I have learned so many interesting knowledge from my uncle.

We reached at Butterworth at 4.50.

At night,

all the participant gathered at a hall to have our dinner.

After that,

the result was given.

We had get the champion of the chinese category and the whole treasure hunt competition!

Feel so happy!!

I love my friends always,and forever!!

FRIENDS,

i love you all!!

For all the time,

and never end!!

The time stay with you all is the happiest time for me,

even just sit at your side.

Hope our FRIENDSHIP will FOREVER,

and never end!!

heart BROKEN!!

My heart had really fully broken ald..

This time is not because of HER,
but is because my friend.
You all really hurt me!!
DEEPLY hurting my heart!
My heart is bleeding now!
Why you all must do such thing[s] to hurt me?!
Why?WHy?WHY?

I give my heart to ALL OF YOU,
but everyone is hurting it!!

I really don't want our friendship ending like that!
It's so terrible,horrible and DREADFUL!!!!!!

Please,
don't treat me like that!
I can't bear such feelings anymore!!
I CAN'T GET HURT ANYMORE!!

I'm not demand you all to tell me everything,
but i really hope that you all don't evade me.
At least treat me as yours friend........

Flower friendship=)

Our friendship will be forever!!

haha=D

Here are the members of 'FLOWER FRIENDSHIP':-

Choo Hoi Chin [ crystal ]

Michelle Teoh Zi Yan [ shell ]

Peh Pei Fong [ fong ]

Soh Yuen Ming [ soya ]

OMG!! When i know it,i really can't stop laughing!!

Hahaha!!!
I really felt so funny when i know u have such a .... boy friend.

Oh man,
please forgive me,
i am not purposely wanted to laugh at you.
But i can't control myself!

When i saw those sweet words and honeyed phrases,
i almost wanted to vomit already!!
YUCK!!
They make me feel nauseated!!

But it's really so funny for me!!
Hahahahahahaha=D

Anyway,
God bless you and your boy friend will live in perpetual happiness!!