i hate my school's BOSS and her daughter!!

给我一点时间。。。

我需要一点时间，
把它给忘掉，也让伤口痊愈。
相信我，我能做到。

这不是你的错，
也不是任何人的错，
错就错在，我的欲望太高了，
我想和朋友去那边，放松心情，毕竟刚考完试。
但是我觉得我自己真的很自私，
我不应该生你们的气，因为你们并没有错。

我很抱歉，
对于我自己的自私，我自己的小气，
我想你们说声抱歉：
对不起

我不会让我们的友谊就酱子结束，
就相信我最后一次。。

30/10/2009->the bad day 4 us-me,tong n hwa

高兴、兴奋的心情，就这样被你们的一句话，一个举动[有心？无意？]给破坏了！！
一句对不起，能换回我们的心情吗？
事后才来觉得对不起我们，有用吗？

我真的难以置信，
你们会酱做，
但，事实就摆在我眼前，我能不信吗？
我把你们当朋友，你们却当我是傻瓜！！

亏我还能一心一意地费尽心思为你找一份礼物，
只为了不让你失望，
但我想，现在我不必那么做了。
我不知道还应不应该给你做比萨，
但我知道，一句“生日快乐”，是难免的。

我不知道应不应该气你们，
因为我知道，这样做只会伤和气，把关系弄得更疆，
我不想失去多年的友谊，
但是我无法当作没发生过这回事，
它已经割伤了我的心，留下了伤口，已经无法补回了。

我的泪水在淌流，
我不知道为什么。
只希望，它能渐渐地从我的脑海消失，
我的伤口能痊愈。。。

p/s:到目前为止，我还无法知道那是谁的错，
我接受你的道歉，
但你的道歉只属于你一个人，
并不是全部

jamuan hari raya~

1/10/2009:-it's a TIRED, MEMORABLE? day 4 me..

i wake up at about 6.35am,
it's quite late 4 others,but that's just normal 4 me..

yesterday i had choose one of my mum's baju kebaya 4 myself,

she has lot of nice clothes,

i love them so much!!=)

y i choose that baju kebaya?

cause it looks like the little nyonya's actress's baju kebaya,

i love that actress so much!!

so i choose that baju kebaya=p

it's really very nice~

i'm going 2 school at 7.10am,

it's a bit late~:p

after helping my lao gong[sian jo],

i started 2 ask pokok gang 2 help me tie my hair...

we are so busy 2 prepare 4 the jamuan hari raya..

haha

XD

then,

i'm going 2 take photo,play,n hang around with my frenz~

it's quite tired,n my legs started feel pain..

i'm suffering,

but i have lots of fun..

after some of my friends were going home,

i started feel very tired n moody..

y i'm moody?

mayb cause of THAT i think...[i think my frenz will noe it]

i care about it,

i never give up~!

cause i noe that i can't do so...

i didn't take any photo with her that day,

will i feel regret?

i don't know..

selamat hari raya aidilfitri~

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

4 my malay frenz~

n

hapi holide

4 my dearest frenz~

muaks~

ily~n imy~

do rmb me oweys~

hope u'll get well soon...

i was shocked when tze yi told me that u met an accident,
i can't believe that that's a true.
i can't do my work well,
i was so worried about ur injury,
where are u now,
how are u now,
are u suffering now,...
i can't stop my mind to stop thnking of these..
i done my kh modul wrongly,
i even can't concentrate on my game[bingo]..
after recess,
i called u n i was surprised that u answered my call....

hope that u will get well soon,
n good luck for ur coming exam,
DO YOUR BEST!!
chaiyokk,
god blessed u~

happy bufday 2 my dearest~

18th September 2009~

my dearest h.sha bufday~

happy sweet 14th~

hv a great day n happy oweys

X)

gud luck 4 u~

muaks

XOXO