My exam life had already GONE!!

My exam life had just end up today[27/5/2009]!!
I had been looked forward for today for a long time.

Now,
i no need to study till 1 o'clock,
no need to wake up at 5.30,
no need to study like a madwoman,
no need to worry about the exam[but just the result]!!

Now,
i can play my computer,
open my friendster,
my my space,
my msn messenger,
renew my blog,
or even play online games freely,
without any apprehensions!

I had been get back my normal life,
since today!

my xm=/

xm subject:

moral[ok jaa]

bi ppr 2[ok laa..]

bi ppr 1[sum ques dificult]

bm ppr 2[ringkasan hard pun lo..]

bm ppr 1[sum ques dificult]

sej[soo dificult!it makes me wnna die dy!]

sc ppr 2[bad rsult..]

sc ppr 1[ok laa..nt vry concentrate when xm,study kh]

kh[better den laz time!!]

math ppr 2[sum dificult lo..my daddy la!!]

math ppr 1[ok la..nt vry dificult..oso dn concentrate cz study geo]

geo[ok laa..bt gt mny wrong dy..]

bc ppr 2[almost nt enough time 2 fnsh it dy!!]

bc ppr 1[nt vry dificult]

ictl[tht tcer thought all of us r smart!!so complicated d ques wn us 2 gt 85,less then 85 is failed!!is she crazy?!]

exam life,hate it so much!!

Exam,exam,exam,
why we need 2 exam?!
I was completely weighed down by the stress of exam!
Everyday do my revision till midnight,
my 'panda eyes' had appear since the 1st day exam!
So hate it!

At the 1st day of the exam,
i had fall sick!
Flu+cough.
And the 2nd day it turn serious!
Flu+cough+fever!
Luckily i had been fully recovered after taking some medicine.

The sejarah make me almost become a madwoman!
The questions are so complicated!
They make me get a headache during the examination!
What the hell la!
My sejarah sure will get a bad result in this exam la!

And the ictl too!
Those questions are so unfamiliar and complicated for me!
I almost don't understand all the questions,
how i can get 85 in the exam larx!
What a stupid teacher!

SICK!!

19/05/2009
That day morning when i go to school,
i am having a cold.
But it was minor.
At night,
when i was tuition-ing,
it started to get serious.
But i am not so care about it,
because i need to remember 14 moral definisi,
and also bi's novel,'The Phantom of The Opera' every character's characteristic!
What the hell la!!
That day study till about 1.15a.m. just sleep,
so tired la!!

20/05/2009
Started to cough in the morning,
but it is not getting serious.
But my flu is getting serious.
I almost used all of my tissue paper when the moral exam is proceed.
It made me so uncomfortable!
Hate it!!
After recess,
my flu is better than just now already.
But still feel very uncomfortable...

new hair cut~

Just now go cut my hair jor,..

It's so short!!

Haha~

I go cut my hair coz i want to have a new life,

i want to get rid of my tiredly lifestyle,

that's a terrible,horrible lifestyle!!

A new hair cut=A new lifestyle

Welcome,MY NEW LIFESTYLE!!=D

What i had done before?

I cried before,
because you didn't keep one's word.

You say that you wanted some privacy,

so you don't want to give them your hp number.

But after few days,

you break your promise!

You gave them your hp number!

And one of them told me that you give your hp number yourself,..

When i know that,

i really feel so sad and dissapointed!

I cry at room alone,

and the feeling is so terrible!!

After few minutes,

i use my other hp number to send a message to you:你让我伤心

And then i started to calm down,

started to ask my friend the truth,

i just then know that is they ask for your hp number,

but not you give it yourself.

The crazy boys!! Hate them!!

Those are the monkeys from the jungle,

first time live at the town!

They are so noisy,
just keep talking, chatting, making trouble when tuition!
I cant tolerate their bad manners!
I am so hope that teacher will chase them from the tution class,
and no need to attend the class anymore!

They always play tricks on the girls when tuition,include me!!
Last friday,
a beautiful girl's[sure not me,coz i am not a beautiful girl] slipper had missing after tuition.
I'm definite that one of the monkeys had taken her slipper.
She still have a smiling face when she's at teacher's house.
But when she get into her mother's car,
she started to cry.
When her mother know the truth,
she scolded the boys.
At the same time,
i feel so happy when the boys get scolded!

What means 'normal' life?

What is a 'normal' life means?
Simple life?
Uncomplicated life?
Happy life?
Peaceful life?
Or a lovely life?

It makes me feel so complicated+confuse.
I don't know which type is my life,
i am confusing about what is the 'normal' life means.

I want and hope to have a life that without tears,bad mood,sad,quarrel but full with happy,laugh,peaceful.
Is that a 'normal' life means?

SAS st.john~

So happy that we get the third prize in the kawad competition which held on 12/5/2009 at SK Kubang Rotan.
Congratulation to all St.John squad members~
Let's work harder to get the first in the future~
I'm sure that we can did it!!
We will be better than Sultanah Bahiyah School!!
We will be the best!!
Chai yok all the St.john members!!
We are the best=]