Is this called giving up?

I love you,

but it's already PAST.

Is this real?

This is not a fake?

Sometimes i was confusing,

confuse that what am i thinking about,

what am i doing,

what am i talking...

I really don't know what i am thinking,

what i wanted to do..

I can't control myself,

and also force myself to forget you immediately,

but i am trying.

I know that i can do it!!